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The Art of Having It All / El arte de tenerlo todo

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There was a time in my life when I had everything the world defines as abundance: successful businesses, money, youth, beauty, stability, a partner. From the outside, it looked as if I had made it, as if I had conquered the pinnacle of success. And yet, I lived in fear. A subtle but constant fear, like a shadow clinging to my skin. Fear of losing it all, of someone stealing my money from the bank, of things falling apart, of everything I had built vanishing in the blink of an eye. I would wake up anxious, mentally rehearsing every possible catastrophic scenario, trapped in a golden cage of my own making. And then, what I feared most happened. A never-ending divorce took away my businesses, my home, the people I trusted disappeared, my family crumbled. Everything I had worked so hard to build was gone, and with it, I lost myself. I spiralled into self-destruction, into alcohol, into drugs, desperately seeking a pause from the deafening noise of my own mind. I had believed that security ...

Born from the Shadow /Nacida de la Sombra

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"One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious."   — Carl Jung When we look at a majestic tree, its branches stretching towards the sky, we admire its grandeur without thinking about the journey that brought it there. We see its widespread limbs, its lush foliage, its resilience against the wind, but we don’t see what lies beneath the earth. We don’t see the roots—those that have pushed through the darkness, broken through the hardened soil, inching their way forward with infinite patience. We don’t see their silent struggle against gravity, their hunger for water, their surrender to the depths. And yet, without them, the tree would not exist. Roots are like those moments in life when we are plunged into uncertainty, when we feel trapped in the mud, where every movement takes effort. We resist, we sink deeper. The earth clings to our skin, covering us, blinding us. These are the days when life’s weight bends our back, when...

Rewrite Your Story / Reescribe Tu Historia

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  Have you ever heard that critical voice every time you dare to try something new? Publishing my first podcast episode in Spanish was a huge step. Not just because of the excitement of sharing my voice with a wider audience, but because, for the first time, I opened up to my family and others about what truly drives me. The response has been incredible—messages of support, recognition, and encouragement. But it has also stirred something deeper within me: a storm of self-doubt, a wave of self-imposed pressure, and, of course, the familiar echo of imposter syndrome that appears whenever I step into something new. The idea of starting a podcast first came to me in 2021, and it has taken all this time of personal growth to finally take the leap. It wasn’t a lack of ideas or motivation that held me back—it was doubt, fear, and the belief that I wasn’t ready yet. I now find myself in a space where vulnerability is inevitable, where putting myself out there stirs up fears I thought I ha...

The Illusion of Control / La ilusión del control

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If you have read my recent reflections, you will know that my journey has recently been marked by self-discovery and the desire to step out of my bubble in a loving yet challenging way. It is a process in which I uncover who I am, confront my own limits, and question what I once considered safe. And throughout this journey, one idea has resonated deeply within me: the notion that my "comfort zone" is not truly comfortable. It is not a space of fulfilment or happiness, but rather a refuge where the illusion of control provides a false sense of security. Recently, I listened to Rubén Jiménez, founder of " El Sendero " , speak about this idea, and his way of describing it struck me: it is not a "comfort zone," but a "control zone." And this idea resonates with what I am experiencing as I expand my bubble. Here, everything seems manageable. The bubble is so small that we believe we can predict and master every detail. But do we really control life? O...